Wednesday, December 7, 2011
DAY AND NIGHT
Friday, October 28, 2011
A Goodbye to the Maestro
Jagjit Singh Sahib passed away on 10 Oct 2011.
There is a deluge of many precious memories....falling in love and listening to Jagjit Sahib's gazals (agar hum kahen aur woh muskura dein..........teri ankhon mein hamne kya dekha) late in the night and then drifting away to sleep - only to rewind the cassette on waking up....quoting from his gazals (ek brahman ne kaha hai yeh saal accha hai...), missing my chidlhood in Arunachal ( woh kagaz ki kashti woh barish ka paani...), when being ribbed by friends (tum bhi mere jaise ban jaoge jab ishq tumhein ho jayega), just sitting with Shoby, my dear room mate and listening to him......... exchanging his albums with Amin bhai.......while being in Lebanon and missing home (hum to hain pardes mein..). The list is endless!
May he rest in peace!
PS - Elsewhere, Steve Jobs, another icon of our times logged out.
May, he too rest in peace!
Friday, September 30, 2011
What makes me feel good?
Friday, September 23, 2011
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Expectations
Saturday, August 20, 2011
The Quest
Tamso Ma Jjyotir Gamaya
Mrityor Ma Amrutaam Gamaya
Om Shanti Shanti Shanti
-A Vedic Chant
(Lead me from the unreal to the real.
Lead me from darkness to light.
Lead me from death to immortality.
May there be peace, peace and peace -everywhere)
May God guide us to find our calling!
(photograph - courtesy Ian Macdonald - www.youthblog.org)
Sunday, August 14, 2011
The Silence
Such is the beauty of silence!
Silence is infinitely eloquent. No wonder it makes a deafening statement.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Realization
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Reflections
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
Sunday, May 29, 2011
I Fail
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Dreams and Aspirations
A few days back my dear wife wrote this for me -
I believe in what I read a few days ago – it’s all in the state of mind – sometimes you see a plain glass, sometimes you see myriad hues of the rainbow through the plain glass ! Sometimes you are so content enjoying the aroma of the tea, the lazy afternoons and the running around of the kids in the house but sometimes the same tranquility makes you restless – it makes you want to do something more, may be achieve a little more, maybe you want to make your life a little bit more meaningful !
As a young girl and later as a wife and then as a mother, I was often more than content being the “lynchpin” (as my husband would affectionately address me). Today, I am not content in the same way.
I have my own set of dreams and aspirations. He has his own. Yes, we are supposed to blend these dreams but surely not impose them on each other! It could have been the other way round too. Maybe, I wanted to make it big but because I was willing to sacrifice my career for him, I wanted him to take charge of my ambitions. He had always wanted to write and so I dreamt of him in the league of famous writers. Over the years, I coaxed him, cajoled him, motivated him to write but then he never really wrote. He didn’t write because he was just not passionate about it. It was a dream which was not his own. It was a desire that had been imposed on him! I would feel bad that he was not trying but today the realization dawned on me that that you should follow own dreams.
Today, I promise myself that I will take charge…..that I will not let any opportunity pass, so that as an old lady when I look out of the window and say to myself – I could have been!
(Earlier, i had been fighting a few of my demons. Today, I am fighting a few more! Sigh!)
Friday, May 6, 2011
The Irony and The Indignation
Thursday, May 5, 2011
GOOD BYE BROTHER !
NAWANG TOMDEN (JOON)
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Rejoicing In My Thraldom
Last night, I dreamt of you and me together....
I saw places that I often conjure up in my mind.....a log cabin, somewhere up there in the misty mountains, a few cirrus clouds wafting by close; so close that you can stretch and caress their gentle softness, the dusk fast approaching even as the birds circle their way back to their roosts - somewhere in the dim distant horizon, a gentle breeze, my ally that she is, buffets a few truant locks on to your face and brings me your maddening fragrance.....I stand mesmerised beside you - blessed and rejoicing in my thraldom....
Last night, I dreamt of you and me together.....